LAYDEE

LOML.

2009-01-08T16:59:00.003+08:00

I love you baby.

And i need you.

You said before,
It is not about me or you.
It's us.

Persevere and be strong for us.
Smile, for us.
I'll always be here for you.
You are my family.

You'll always be my baby.
<3

A for Boy, B for Apple, H for heartbroken.

2009-01-07T18:42:00.002+08:00

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

I'm just a shitty stinky and unwanted piece of shit. :)

The future is ours to find.

2009-01-03T19:34:00.004+08:00

Watch the world come alive tonight, stay close to me.

I'm trying very very very hard to stay optimistic. I still have one whole year ahead of me. I need a spell to stop my dad from biting my head no heart off. He's sending me to hell just because i ate too much chocolates. -.- Absolutely lethal. -.- No maybe i need a spell to stop myself from walking into the spot where lightning strikes. Or maybe i should be more lovable so that he will love me more. ):

Sigh. I need a refill of confidence. ):

At least i fulfilled my promise.
And she gave me a big hug for that.

I love my mummy. :'(

Sigh. She's a vulnerable little woman. ):

Anw mummy brought me to Koba for lunch today. Or maybe i should say i brought her there. Ordered Kimchi Udon. It's suuuuuuuuper nice. But suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper spicy. X_X Totally gulped down my whole cup of Strawberry Redtea.

I typed mummy in Deviantart and these are what i got.

Oh wells. I'm feeling low.. I need you. ):

Just got reminded of sth. I cannot believe that i'm a year 4. Srsly we all totally responded to 3G ytd. Haha. I don't wanna grow up, i'm a Toys-R-Us kid. ):

抱紧我吻我爱, 别走

2009-01-02T19:42:00.003+08:00

Today was Homecoming! :D

It was cooooooooool. I think the performances were niceee. Tho i only got to watch some parts here and there. Yupzx. :) Our new classrooms are nice lah. Will get use to the yellow Mcdonald fries coloured chairs. 8) Okay i'm hungwee going off!

Btw new songs: 拥抱 & 純真 by MayDay
Love them. :D

Pikchazx!

Angel the Pig!
(She blends in with my bedsheet and wall. :D)
Pigs can fly and swim okayz. :D

Happy 2nd A'Day honey!
I love you. <3 :)

Sorwie balloon. ):

I weally lurbbe Katy Perry. :D

回来, 那就好了.

2009-01-01T03:31:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year. :D

Sighhhh i'm still up didn't manage to post one last one before 2008 ends.

Well well well 08 have been a great and terrible year. I can still rmbr mugging for math test in class with Chooon and Zf and Reuben (who was reading his book -.-) until i went crazy. Filming days which were like roller coaster rides cause sometimes it was gooooooood sometimes i really just wanna die. T_T LA Macbeth lectures with Jm then hearing her play the piano in lt3 and emoing. How i broke down one day after chem remedial the day before we had mole test and ended up crying on the track and making everybody leave at like 7 plus 8. >_< The thought of Kobayashi Udon and Each-A-Cup Strawberry Redtea makes me hungry. T_T

Of course, vball during many times, esp during MidAutumn Fest. :) IDMI was another big one.

All the saga that takes place in 3G classroom during the afternoons & class guys chasing Zongyi arnd the school; we all still wanna be the kid in us. Of course of course, dance practs with tons of fun and laughter, for that concert that we never got to perform. I salute all the dancers and choreographers in the universe. Great times singing in Teoheng, even though i started crying in the middle of 分手快乐. That crazy day at White Sands, the other nerve wrecking day at Kallang MRT. I will never ever ever ever forget. How i found you, and lost you. And how you came back again. Thank you.

I love so many people i can't thank you guys enough. You made me grow up and become even stronger. Must not forget, the one sweet girl who shared my woes with me when my world was crumbling, greatest poet, thank you for being there for me. :)

I am proud to say that there's nothing i regret. :D

2009 would be a good year, i hope. MUGMUGMUG. X_X Choir SYF, and hopefully last concert. Family and friends.

I love you all. :)

La Tua Cantante.

2008-12-29T18:39:00.007+08:00

Sakae Salmon Feast! 8D

Mei & Baby. :D

Shiu & Cai. :D

XD
This must be Top Ten Photo Of The Year !!

We're coming back home!!!

Artistic debut by Photographer JK.
Hahahaha. :D

We'll make the best family there is ever.

4 more days to homecoming!
Ps. If you've lost your copy of the homecoming cheer, you can get it from 3G class blog!
Click on Entries. :D

/I really want you two to be happy...

Random

2008-12-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

Was googling to try out stuff in Photoshop CS4 Ex. when i chanced upon this:
here!

Turns out some of the pretty korean actresses that i like did not undergo plastic surgery!

Shin Min Ah

Han Ye Seul

Kim Tae Hee

Han Ga In

Goo Hae Sun
(Sorwie i like Hyun Bin more. :D)

I think Song Hye Kyo also.
Hmm. Sigh. Bye.

Goodmorning.

2008-12-26T03:59:00.003+08:00

Just ended my last game of Wahjong lol.
Shall try and sleep.
Though it's quite impossible cause my eyes aren't even droopy.

T_T

My head feel itchy.
It always does when i can't sleep.
*scratch scratch*

Shall put my legs up against the wall, maybe do some sit-ups.
Sigh. Leaving you with a line i saw in my archives:

要相信, 因为相信真的比较幸福.

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假.

2008-12-26T01:20:00.006+08:00

O.O

Vampiric content.
Rmbr this Bwen? :)

Insomnia haunts. ):
I miss you.

I love Jm's playlist.
I love me new blogsong. :)
I love you.
Go on and click that banner up there.
I'm proud to be a Singaporean. :D

Greatest time of the year.

2008-12-25T19:21:00.004+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas,
Lonely lonely Christmas.

Was at Ed's ytd, countdown to Christmas. Lol.
His house, is so hard to find. T_T

My health is, deteriorating. Yay.

City of Wonder

2008-12-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

Wasted time away doing nothing on the comp.
Wahjong & Sushido on Viwawa and Popmundo.

I. Need. To. Study.

But goodness,
Tmrw's Christmas Eve!!!

Sighhhhhhhh.
Hope dinner would be good. *cross fingers*

Isn't this cool? :D

Cape No. 7

2008-12-22T15:01:00.003+08:00

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮

任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了

我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南

我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南

妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎

天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚

請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

There can be miracles, when you believe. <3

ATTENTION!

2008-12-19T23:31:00.006+08:00

I think there's some website virus thing spreading.

Yupzx i received two MSN msgs with this weird ultra cool website link.
Don't click it!!

Thought i warn you guys. :)

Okay back to my ticket stub drawing!
Choir @ Tanjong Rhu campus tomo & Bowling @ Kallang Leisure Park. :D
(Although i can't bowl for nuts and i've oredi told you a gazillion times. x_x)

New blogsong is All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey. :D
Are you heaving a sigh of relief; "Yay no more Korean gaga" ?!
Hahahaha shall go find I Saw Mummy Kissing Santa Claus. :D

This is like, the 3rd post today.
Hahahaha. I want a lap.
Sony Vaio or Macbook. 8)

Omgosh Sherri came online!
Okay this is the like don't know how many times i edited this post.
ANYWAY. Sherri just told me sth very O.O
Really really really very omgoodness gracious.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. You can come ask me if you know Chihsiong. XD
Shall go text Eunice or sth.
Wheeeeeeeeee toodles!

Addiction.

2008-12-19T19:02:00.007+08:00

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you,

(Ps. Chooon here's the chio bu. :D)

'Cause my heart is wherever you are. <3

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

2008-12-19T17:13:00.007+08:00

Nikki Reed (Rosalie Hale) & Taylor Lautner (Jacob Black)

I didn't get scolded by Mama for wasting the day away today because she knows i'm upset about eating duck rice at 4 plus pm and having to stay home and stone and look after baby while she and Mei goes out to enjoy Mr Sunshine.

Sigh.
I don't like being sick too. ):

Well Seb is one happy guy. :)
Did quite well for Ns. He's so goddamn observant. Lol. Chooon's influence manz.

/I wish baby would stop making me cry.. She can get so so naughty at times. Sigh.
Okay it's not her fault i'm sucha crybaby. :s

Run baby run.

2008-12-16T22:36:00.007+08:00

I am just so fickle minded. Hahahaha.

Was listening to Ioson La Primavera on Youtube.
Click here!
Hahahaha but Huien's blog has the Little Nyonya's theme song! Nice nice nice. :D
I like the singer Olivia Ong's voice. :) Soothing soothing.

As usual i have photos but i'm lazy. :x
So, another time.

Okay i decided to be nice and show you a chio bu (Keep your eyes open Chooon). :D

I can never get tired of you Baby. :D

Waking up duper early early early tomo so buhbye!

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

2008-12-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings. :D

I rarely get on the comp these days and i have so many pix but i'm too lazy to upload. I will when i have the mood to. :x

Anyways Fri was Class Chalet! Hahahaha it was quite a blast i guess. Playing mind games taught by Cx, listen to Peiying and Tongwei tell ghost stories which weren't exactly very ghostly (LOL) watching Little Nyonya tgt while others mahjong downstairs ._. then strolling in the dark park then going back to find only Weiqi and Kj playing playstation. Then doze off and wake up and doze off and wake up. Cooked Maggie Mee @ 3am. :D Hahahaha.

I won all these. :D

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. :D

Told you i'm lazy to upload pics so these are just some random ones.
The rest i shall post on class blog. :D

Well at least i managed to learn how to mahjong. Hahahaha.

Slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 5.30am. T_T
So my eyes now are like, closing. Lololol.
Elaine and Shiu recommended Mango Redtea to me. NICE! :D
Went Boogi to find Pris. Then wandered arnd like some ghost.
Am reading My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult.
Read Change of Heart halfway. Hahahahaha.

Soppies!
Spot the Harassed and the Harasser.
Hahahahahahahaha. :D

Spaghetti cooked by Yours Truly.
The picture is bad lah k.
It is so not some fried bee hoon whatever. >:/

Mummy bought me a Tamagotchi to play with my sis. ._.
Guess which one is mine. :D

Mr Happy please find your way back home to Daddy. ):
I love you.

Gobikimomoko. :D

2008-12-12T11:23:00.001+08:00

Tisch School Of The Arts @ NYU. 8D

Class chalet later,
你是我的命中注定. <3

Hmm.

2008-12-11T17:35:00.003+08:00

Poly looks better than JC.
But the only way i can get into poly is to take Os.
Which is, highly impossible.
NYPNYPNYPNYPNYP. ):

I'm. Officially. Stressed out.
Yippee.

Law, Health Science, Politics.
Manz.

I love my dad man. -.-
Irritating.

I need to talk to him.
But i know i will not like the response i'd get.
I'll end up getting lectured until don't know what time.
How nice.

Sigh.
I don't know.
JC is. Repelling.
Lalalalala. Outta here.

32 + 8 Magical Letters

2008-12-10T19:20:00.004+08:00

Mish euu. :(

Caught Bolt ytd.
Met dear Yaxin in the cinema. Hahaha. :D

Cheeeeeeeesy Nachos!

Random pikies. Got ALOT more.
But. I'm. Stonified. :D
Hahahahaha. Another time.

Ps. I need a new skin. :D ._.

/I need my refill of courage, confi and. Antidote ?

离开不是谁给了谁的选择

2008-12-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought i might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

"A person's a person, no matter how small."

Caught Horton hears a Who! at a movie screening ytd after swimming.
I was stoning actually LOL. Ate super exp nasi lemak: 5 bucks. x_X
More pics when i upload. :D

Btw the song is Can't fight this feeling by Reo Speedwagon.
The characters sang this song at the end of the movie. :D

I got hooked onto

命中注定我爱你. :D

纪存希 is super cute!!!

存希:

"不要以为我不喊痛，我就没感觉."

"我只知道第一次是偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中注定."

"陈林西施女士，帮我转个话给陈欣怡，请问她是白痴吗？就算她是白痴，我也要娶她!"

陈欣怡:

"真心去对待一个人，是不需要有条件的."

"幸福－－让人觉得温暖，安全，又有一种如履薄冰的恐慌，好像随时会消失."

"茶托需要茶杯，茶杯需要茶盖，这三样东西，本来就应该要放在一起，唯一只有这三样东西，并不适合彼此."

"幸福看起来那么简单，眼看就要有了，为什么突然间，变得那么遥不可及呢?"

"还好你爱我，还好你没有放弃我."

:)
I feel like a 便利贴女孩 after all that photocopying. Hahahaha.
And guess what.

I forgot to print double sided. T_T

You. Yes you who is reading this.
Follow your heart. :)

加油加油加油!

x_X

2008-12-03T20:14:00.005+08:00

"Lock yourself up and force yourself to do it."

Thanks brother. ._.
If i fail, i'd be back.

You're my motivation.
Amazing.

Persevere persevere persevere.

/I'm scared, that's why.

Irreplaceable.

2008-12-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

You're irreplaceable. <3

You've alrdy gotten your speech and since it's agreed that 8 letters are better than 5,
Thank you. :D

(This post was finished at 5.37am, 031208.)

Mirotic.

2008-12-01T15:16:00.015+08:00

The live version which i thought was very impressive.

And the original mv that first caught my eye.

Mirotic by 東方神起 TVXQ/DBSK.
Not really a big fan of theirs, unlike Pris who is crazy over them. But i think Mirotic, is just super hot. Jae jung (Pris's favourite), the one that appears first, looks not that much like anime with the new hair. Junsu and U-know are the best dancers in my opinion. I like Junsu. :D He has the best voice !!

U-Know, Micky, Jaejung, Max, Junsu

Junsu, Micky, Jaejung, Max, U-Know

Jaejung looks like anime right!!!
Junsu is so cute. 8)

Their dancing is just super imba. Esp the rap part of Mirotic.

Nobody by Wonder Girls. The song gets stuck in your head. The rapper Yoobin has a very cool low voice. They can dance v well too.

Okay I haven't been here for a long time, i haven't on my comp for a long time roflol. And i just missed Nuffnang comp for Nick and Norah's infinite playlist. Oh well. I'll still post the music playlist dedicated to you (yes you honey) up here. :) Soon. I promise.

I chiong-ed finish chengyu! :O :D

Fri @ Bras basah Macs/National Library: The Retreat

Kasey's trying to make cokefloat. :O

It explodes like a volcano!

The following are taken by Zixuan ._.

LOL at Joshua. :D

Sat @ Kbox Cineleisure

Jap for dinner! @ The Cathay. :D

45 plates. x_X
I was so full i couldn't walk or talk properly.
Elvin still say he not full. o.o

Cute. 8)

Sun @ Home.
Eh. Stubby legs strike again ?! XD

Hi Sis. :D

My new eyemask.
Tong you should try them!!
Gets rid of eyebags. Buy from Watson. :D

Say hi to Tigger. :D

@ Vivocity

@ Sentosa: Siloso Beach

UFO??!

HAHAHAHA.

Nice hair. :O

Siloso at night. :)

@ Vivo

Had jap again for dinner.
At foodcourt. :D
Katsu Don. YUM. :D

Hmmmmmmm.

New songs:
Try Smiling - Bigbang
Far Away - Brown eyed girls feat MC Mong
Just wanna be with you - HSM 3
Can I have this dance - HSM 3

Goothebye. ):

/ps. Bwendan! Sorry lah k don't angry!!! :D BBFF. <3

Twilight Tuesday.

2008-11-25T12:56:00.006+08:00

/EDIT:

Christian Serratos (plays Angela Weber in Twilight) is GORGEOUS.
I think she's hotter than Kristen Stewart.

Twilight's debut broke records!
$70.55 million omg. o.o

It's so exciting and i think it must be really good cause people watched it over and over again.
But what if it's nc16. -_- Remember Bwen, Vampiric Content. :D Hahaha.
Let's just cross our fingers and toes. (: 261208.

Pwincess G and Pwince J lived happily ever after.
Why not Pwincess Z and Pwince B? :)
Pwince B shall stick to his Pwincess L. Patience and perseverance my dear! :D

Ban Mian. :D
Parkway foodcourt. V nice. YUM!
Hahahaha i'm making myself hungwee. T_T

It's the season to be jolly
Lalalalala lalalala. :D

POTD:

Daniel shot halfcourt ytd. Imba-ly tyco.
Gonna go copy chengyu. Hogging onto your book! :D

My white and gold W910i is like a goddess. 8D
I think i wanna watch Nick and Norah's infinite playlist. Soundtrack's fab. :D
My comp is lagging. T_T

Ttfn. :D

/Look at Mr Happy!! I want change. :D Miss you. <3
//I think Zy needs a Mr Happy.. :)

Beautiful Solitude.

2008-11-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

I changed no.!

Ask me for it. :D
My old no. will cease to exist tmrw.
Sorwie for any inconvenience caused. >_<

Anyway,
Ytd was Ms Tiong's wedding and Beverley Hills Chihuahua.
I should say, Mrs Low. :D
She was super super super super super super pretty.
I am not kidding.
The wedding was very nice, i feel like getting married too. :x

Hahahaha. :D
Chee-WOW-wah was okay.
But i feel that i wasted 10 bucks. T_T
Yupzx. I do not want to elaborate. : D

Well well, I think i'm prolly the most not demure dress-wearing person.
I'm not demure to begin with. ._.
And, it's hard to be a runaway bride.
If you have legs 4 inch long like Chloe's (the Chihuahua, not you Yufang! XD),
Don't try. LOLLLL.

The Five People You Meet In Heaven is DUPER NICE.
Though i'm so slow only at pg72. Hahaha.

Alright,
TTFN. : D

Wonderful!

2008-11-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today's gonna be a wonderful day
Cause you help put
a smile on my face
Today's gonna be a wonderful day
People to see
Places to stay
Oh happy happy day

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me
You're wonderful to me

You are the sun
that lights up the sky
You've got the smile
that makes everything right
You are my star
That shines in the night
You are the one
Who's always fun
For every everyone

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me
You're wonderful to me

We'll find the sunshine
And chase the blues away
We'll make this day
A wonderful day

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me

You are
some kind
of wonderful
You're wonderful
You are
You're everything to me

You're wonderful to me

One of my favourite songs from Hi 5. :D
I'm bombarded by it and Barney everyday. Hahahaha.

Most creative and retarded. : D ( the retarded smiley )
I get goodnight speeches too! Hahahaha.

Should i go work? Or should i go for courses.
It's either work or lessons (guitar, drums).
Hmmmm. Suggestions? :D

And of course,
Welcome back bbf. :D
People in Singapore missed you terribly. :D

Goodnight, goodnight.

/Be sure of it; you're as important as my family.
You are the best for me.

happy!

2008-11-20T12:36:00.001+08:00

"If me and your mum fall into the river,

Save your mum.

I can swim. :D"

Escape to Kuala Lumpar. ._.

2008-11-19T16:41:00.008+08:00

The new very posh and glam Pavillion Mall:

V big M.A.C. 8)

Just opposite is Starhill Gallery.
Last time i went there for Jap buffet. Duper nice. :D

Hi Sis. :D
My dad made us ditch taxi and take the monorail. ._.

Uncle Christopher. :D

Lol at Mummy. :D

V big Mango fitting room. 8O

Say Hi to Krammy the frog! :D

Pretty lights in KLCC tower.

Fountains outside KLCC.

Tada!
The Twin Towers. :D

DINNNNNNER. :D
Do you know there's actually a Korean village in the outskirts of KL??

Auntie Chee (the workaholic x_x) at far left. :)

Korean Ginseng Chicken Soup!!

Eggs are <3. :D

Soju!

Karaoke afterwards:

Sing until my throat was T_T.

2nd night's dinner. :D
Scallops in the pumpkin. 8D

On the whole, i did not enjoy the trip. -.-
Not fun one luh lol.
Though i did get a pair of heeeeeels.
But carsick was terrible. :s
Plus i was missing you terribly. ):

But i did make up my mind about sth.
So what if you have loads of money and you're a MD,
You don't have a family to love, to go home to.
I will not spend my days and nights working and camping in the office.

Er zuo ju is so not a lullaby can. ):
But am still glad i got to watch it at 4am in the morning.
The last episode is forever so hilarious. :D
I would want to lead a life like Zhishu and Xiangqin.
Who cares if it's only on tv.

I create my own fairytale,
My own happily ever after. :D

Rightos,
Shall go do chengyu hw. Sigh.

You're the love of my existence.

Most Best. :D

2008-11-18T19:48:00.003+08:00

Madagascar 2: Escape to Africa today. :D
I like to move it move it, i like to move it move it.
It was, funny. Okay. Yup. Lol.

I'm feeling super T_T right now zzz.
Irritating.

You made today PURRRRRRFECT.
But you're not here anymore.
So now everything sucks. ):

Sigh.
Shall not eat dinner.
Anti-food.
Wormy squirms and jumps and hops and shakes. ):

Byebye. ):

I'll tell the whole world if i could,

2008-11-14T18:30:00.005+08:00

You sing a sad song just to turn it around,
You say you don't know,
You tell me don't lie,
You work at a smile and you go for a ride,

Today was a bad day.
Yes it was.

Even Beef Lasagne can't take my sadness away.
Lucky i wore my Ugly Betty specs to disguise myself. Lol.
I am very upset.

Hahaha.
Leaving for KL tmrwzx.
191 miles. 72 hours.

3 days can change alot of things.
I think i'm scared.

Haha. Sigh.
Don't bother about me i'm pmsing. :)

I'm like, bothering Benny online.
He only heard of SHE. ._.
Hahahaha. I introduced Mayday to him. :)

I saw it in your eyes.
I knew exactly just what you were thinking.
I know what you fear the most.

So why can't you accept the fact that i hate him?
Hate is a strong word.
I guess i loved him.
But he had to go and stab me so so hard.
The stab in you too, he was the culprit!
He never showed any sign of remorse.

Why can't you see what i see.
Why do you adore him so much.
I don't understand.

Okay. I think i'll go emo elsewherezx.
Goothebye.

/I miss you like michigehso.

Wuthering Heights.

2008-11-13T16:52:00.004+08:00

"My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods. Time will change it, I am well aware, as winter changes the trees - my love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath - a source of little visible delight, but necessary."

-Catherine Earnshaw

Went to the library this morning. :D :D :D
Got 7 books out of the reading list. After a long long search.

Am now at Chapter 9 of Wuthering Heights.

Okay, Kajun asked me to help him advertise a game!

I'm not a gamer myself so if you're bored or sth click the link to try the game out! :)

Sigh. Baby was pestering me. T_T
Folded my imba amount of laundry. LOL.

Okay, i'll be off. :)

Exactly my brand of Ecstacy.

2008-11-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

突然好想你 - 五月天

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶
突然翻滾絞痛著
不平息
最怕突然
聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音
不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今
終於讓自己屬於
我自己
只剩眼淚
還騙不過自己

突然好想你
你會在哪裡
過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

Mayday's new album has loads of nice songs. The kind of genre that i love.
That song above prolly would be blogsong. Haha. (:
Nothing much to post about, yeah, the future holds many possibilities.
I'll be good. (:

And, thank you Liu Zhiying. You know i love you. <3
Brendan Soon, you know how much i miss you.

Yingying, Jiamin, Eunice, Jing and whoever's feeling unhappy out there,
Cheerup and take care please.

This holiday is a long one, i want to get back to school. ):
New year in a great new campus,
Looking forward to cheerleading for Homecoming LOL.

One thing i hate about being sick is feeling so heavy headed. Don't feel like doing anything. But i'm trying. So that i won't feel even more like a pig. Sigh. (:

Imma be off to find sth to do, or do nothing at all,
Anyoheegahsehyo. :)

Twenty five, I believe in forever.

2008-11-06T22:28:00.003+08:00

Sharmaine Chan Si Min:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! :D
Love you forever as always, <3

Twenty four, I'm yours as much as you're mine.

2008-11-05T13:29:00.015+08:00

Corel Paintshop Pro made it so easy to transfer photos to the comp i'm feeling real happy now! :D

REJOICE PEOPLE, CAMP'S OVER!

Campteen '08 was GOOOOOD. Our group was quite dead at the beginning but we bonded real well in the end, :D On the whole everything was great, good food, good coach (facil) :D

Day One was high elements. HIGH. Didn't have time to try the low ones. Oh btw our campsite was at Shines Outdoors, about one two roads away from Gilly's house. :D But everytime we called she wasn't at home! Hahaha. I did not go on the high ones. One was the partner obstacle thing and the other was rockwall. Jill and Herinna went on rockwall. Herinna reached real high!!! Jill started yelping (?!) after she passed the red line. LOL AT YOU JILL. :D

We slept in the classrooms on the highest level, there were AIRCONS. :D This was the first camp where i actually SLEPT. LOL. Other camps i either sleep a few hours or don't sleep at all. Hahahaha Jill's a good sleeper. According to her she needs like 10 hours of sleep or sth. LOLLLL.

Day Two was visit to the Ancient Civilisations Museum and Amazing Race @ Chinatown! I thought museum visit was gonna be boring, but it wasn't! First was being awed by the GLAM TOILETS. You have to walk all the way down the spiral staircase and all the way inside inside to reach the restrooms. I don't mind camping there. LOLLLL. :D Then we were free to roam around the galleries.

Hi duck! :D

:O :O :O

I think Islamic words are drop dead GORGEOUS.
I am not kidding.

Calligraphy!
Srsly, the art pieces showcased in the galleries are very pretty.
According to Herinna and Syafiqah they are hardddddd to write.

I don't mind learning, :D

Hi Jill, :D
Ps. If you haven't noticed, she's the bride and groom. LOL.

The galleries were really pretty and we exchanged knowledge of our different cultures. It felt really nice when we were explaining to each other our customs and stuffs, (:

Am quite familiar to Chinatown alrdy so the Amazing Race wasn't too bad. We weren't the last to finish so it was quite an achievement; we didn't run (LOLLL.) and we actually stopped to eat and drink muahahaha. :D But i don't like Chinatown cause it's a bad heritage place. Yupsies.

Back to campsite for cultural activities!
Ketupat making, Chinese painting (T_T), Henna and Rounders.

Daniel's masterpiece. :D
I can't do chinese painting for nuts. T_T
Jill's one was damn nice can. Too bad no photo !! Nehneh lah. :D

Muahahaha my tyco weaving is :D !

HENNNNNNA!
Herinna got one done by the cher so it was beautiful. :D
Jill's was done by yours truly. :D

Daniel and Jill kept vandalising my hands and legs. x_X

That night, Syafiqah and Liza had a really funny conversation in CHINESE.
Boy, Syafiqah can speak very good chinese! Anyway, Liza isn't that good at it, so she replied Syafiqah's sentences with 我不知道(s) ! LOLLL.

Syafiqah: 我不管你了，我要睡觉了.
Liza: 我不知道!!! (turns to the girl on her right) What is sui2 jiao3??!

LOLOLOLOLOLOL. All of us burst into laughter. :D

Day three was DRAGON BOATING! It was loaaaaaaaads of fun. :D But very tiring and we all got super wet. Cause we were supposed to attack other groups by splashing water with our paddles. I was duper bad at that lol. Now my whole body's aching like !#!@$!@%@#$@#$%. T____T But it was fun. :D

Shamima, Nashima and Herinna. :D
Those two are TWINS if you haven't noticed. :D
I can not tell them apart. o_o

Syafiqah, Tan Hui and Jill. :D

Jonathan and Udit. :D

I thought this was weally cuteeee. :D

LOL AT YOU NANA. :D

Dan snapped this. XD

Lucas and Benedict.
Benedict always smiles for the camera. :D
Lucas the fisherman is giving some act shy pose LOLL.

Our first attempt at paerball mosaic!

G for Generals! :D

HAHAHA.
You can see the pwetty Coach Sara (??) here! :D

Bash night performance preparations!

Benedict slacking like mua. :D

Meet Tom, Dick and Harry!
Sl looks spastic. :D

Lucas and Dan look spastic too. :D

At night:

Campfire's burning now,
BURN BURN BURN!

Our perf was goooooooood. :D Esp the last min barney song we sang for Coach Reeza. :D
Didn't manage to get a nice photo of her, so must wait for Sl to send photos!!!

Then was DISCO. :D
Dancing and jumping and dancing and jumping.
Totally reminds me of BSP camp haha.
Jill, Herinna, Syafiqah and Liza was damn HOT.
Lucas and Sl just went crazy LOLLLLL.

Finale song was: I'm Yours. :D

Dear Jill still had alot of energy left in her that night lolololol.
Our group stayed at the terrace playing cards and singing until 12 plus.
Fun fun fun. :D

Day four was the last day! MY FAVOURITE BREAKFAST: KWAY TEOW. :D
We had two days of beehoon can lol.

Proceeded back to OnePeople.sg headquarters to practice mass dance and do our paperball mosaic!

Herinna's phone, Sl's cam and Jill's pod.
Red is HOT. 8)

Crushing crushing paper in aircon room.
Playing our own music.

We are clever people. :D

:D

Sl and Fish!

We set the record for the largest paperball mosaic display in Singapore!
HOOOOORAY! :D

:D

One People, One Singapore.

Went Macs with group after dismissal. Mcflurry and singing lololol.

Jill: Are you guys like anti-girls? (ps. The guys were from Maris Stella)

Lucas: Hello, you're talking to a guy who has 5 ex-girlfriends. (-.-)

Jill: OH are they fishes??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Jill and Lucas are crack-ups. :D

Look into your heart and you find love, love, love.
No i won't hesitate no more, this is our fate, I'm yours.

Love that song. :D
New blogsong is I Wanna Grow Old With You by Adam Sandler. Just previously was 爱不在 by Melody. :)

So many people went overseas ytd:
Choooon and Kl to Aussie, Ying to China and Yaxin to Taiwan.
Take care peeeeeps and i'll misss you!!!

K imma be off, toooooodles for now! :D

/相爱不需要理由. 我会一直相信着. Because i'm a hopeless nuttycase. 8)

Nineteen, Bo Go Ship Da x525600.

2008-10-31T16:17:00.001+08:00

I miss Hua Yingying. ):

Nineteen, Bo Go Ship Da.

2008-10-31T14:35:00.006+08:00

Note: Heavy Deviantart.com image content.

Hi Monkey ?

I finished the tomato and monkey skin. :D
One tomato one monkey that is. Hohohohoho. But those two nehnehs aren't online!!!

Super bored now. Supposed to fold clothes, but don't feel like. Supposed to pack for tmrw but don't feel like also. In conclusion, I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. Sun's super hot outside. ): I should go out and play! But i'm gonna end up cooping and reading. AGAIN. Wheeee. My daily routine. :)

Mummy and baby are fast asleep. Lol. Super quiet now. Anybody wanna bball with me? ):

Sigh.

Imma be away at camp until Tues 4 Nov. Hopefully it'll be quite fun. But i think it'll take quite abit to get me energized. Perhaps this will be the first camp when i actually get good sleeps. Cause from this year's level camp i know Jill can sleep until the sky fall she also don't know one. LOLLLLLLLLLL. I'm the opposite. At home also can't sleep alrdy. -.- Don't know why i woke up super early this morning. Okay maybe not super early. 8.30+ then lazed arnd until 10 plus. HAHAHAHAHA. I feel like a pig.

Oink ? :D

Guinea pig's smiling at you! :D

Okay fine i am. T_T But not as adorable as those two above tho !!!

I feel like cutting my hair. SHORT. Muahahaha. Then look like some pri sch kid again. Lol. On the other hand i feel like perming my hair. 8D

Maybe i should eat my lunch. Hmm.
Spent my morning watching Hi5, Clubhouse Mickey & Sesame Street.

S E S A M E S T R E E T

Mr Ellen: What is it now Elmo?
Elephant (in a ballerina tutu): Oh Mr Ellen I came all the way from ____ island 'cause i heard your school had a brilliant rhyming programme!
Mr Ellen: I do?!
Elephant: That's what it says on the brochure. Anyway, so can we rhyme? please PLEASE??
Mr Ellen: Sure of course..
Elephant: Wait a minute I just have one question,

What is rhyme???

Don't ask me why i can rmbr. -.- LOL. That episode was super cute. :D

Elmo is NOT EMO. Neither is it evil. ):
Elmo is my favourite. :)

Okay i should go watch tv. -.-

Later,

/added.

I just saw sth that really made me tear. That gave me a big knock on my head and made me realise that i've been a really really bad senior. How much i wish i could give you two a big beary hug now. ): I know how it breaks your heart, i know just exactly how painful that will be. But there's nth i can do can i?

Maybe it's a good thing you get to see the words of each other. Then again, maybe not.
But i actually wished there were stuff for me to see, an alibi to tell me all that was real. It feels so far away that i force myself to recall bits and pieces everyday, no matter how much it hurts to prick on the wounds again, just to convince myself that it'd been real.

Time really doesn't matter, does it?

I should stay away from you, i really should. Maybe it'll be easier that way.
But you know what,
I can't.

No matter what you say, i just can't.
I am the real failure.

Sigh.
Bren is right. I emo like every 3 days. :x
But there's nobody de-emoing me. ):

/ e m p t y .

eighteen, the wizard of oz.

2008-10-30T21:57:00.007+08:00

I love shopping. :D

It enlightens the soul hohoho. But i still haven't found my shoes and dress. Which is a sad thing. Loads of stuffies are sad recently. Like how i found out we can't get Ms Tiong a wedding prez. I felt damn sad lol.

And now when i come here and do not know what to say, i feel sad too.

Off to hear Pictures to Burn, before Jm burns me. LOLLL. She just messaged me with her Gran's phone (LOLLLLLL!).
Giving Weiqi comments and tips on singing now. :D

On a random thought,
I wanna join Campus Superstar too.. :/

HAHAHAHA. Imma be off now, admire my new Sony red mp3. The previous one was beyond repair. :x But got one-to-one xchange. :D Shall hunt for Elvis Presley's photos tooo. :D

I'll snap a photo of Emily with ma 'Ugly Betty red specs' the next time i see her. :D

Goodnight world. (:

/You would sacrifice readily for the ones you loved. You'd do anything for them, even if it kills you.

/added.

You. Stop running away.
You can't do this forever.

Seventeen, Sorry.

2008-10-29T20:32:00.002+08:00

Note: You can choose not to read the insane thoughts of a loony.

This is prolly one of the times i didn't get screwed for bad eoy results. My parents were happy that i improved. But i know, i didn't work hard enough, esp in the first half of the year.

But i feel sucky. And they can tell.

That's why i didn't go for chalet. Cause i don't wanna be a spoilsport, emo my night away. -.- Don't you know that i'm ap, gl, zi bi, emo, anitsocial. Yadayadayadayada.

Disappointments. I hate disappointments. That region between heaven and hell.

I disappointed Ms Ling and Mr Yeo. Sorry. :x

Ms Ling wrote me a letter, that made me really.. :x I know i must work harder, i must move on, i must not give up hope, i must not disappoint them anymore, i must do this and that.

But i'm tired.

I thought i was over the mopping zombish period alrdy, but apparently i'm not. Of course, i can always paste that smile on my face and say, hey how's your day. But what you see isn't what i feel. I can be laughing loudly unglamly, dancing jumping shouting around, but deep inside everything is breaking. Like how i was engulfed by pain last night. During times like those, don't come near me. I bite.

I'll wrap myself up, to cover all the scars.

I'll be very careful, i won't let my guards down that easily anymore.

I should have known better, than to grow dependent on you two.

But i won't anymore.

Give me some more time to mop, i'm still very tired.
But i'll paste a smile on my face and show you that i'm happy. :)

Suddenly reminded of class photo taking today. Which was screwed. Zy's fingers in front of my face during the first take and Kl pulling my ponytail up during the second. Screwed. Omg. T_T

Congrats to 3G for winning class league!

Bye off to post elsewhere.

/Hate is a strong word. One which you use to describe your feelings to someone who have hurt you so so so badly.

And i don't hate you.

sixteen, what am i supposed to do?

2008-10-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

I don't know.

I can't stop and it sucks.
I shall wait for it to stop. What else can i do?

I need you to hold me together.
But that is impossible. I know.

Gonna blast music, i need distraction.
/edit. Your playlist is rlly noisy. Ouch. o_o

I'll be absolutely fine tmrw. (:

fifteeeeeeeeeeeeeen, :D

2008-10-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

hello. imma bored now. D:

Fourteen, 我的手握住的只是風

2008-10-26T16:08:00.003+08:00

這世界，
愛情沒有一定的道理，
所以就算分手了，
也不一定找的出理由，
於是，
我們是海裡的兩條魚，
相遇和分離，
沒有一定存在的道理，
只是偶然的，
發現了彼此的美麗.

Skinning skinning skinning! Cause studying Chem is really damn dumb. Wtf, i know. Got nothing to do mah. So might as well kill all my holiday hw. -.-

I don't know what's wrong with you. I don't know what's wrong with me. Srsly. -.-

Recommend me some boooks to read??
I think i want to try murder or sth. Detective blah.

Maybe i should go watch Feng Mi.

Oh! Last night i was talking to Sherri, the taiwan girl who came to 2F last year during their exchange rmbr?? Cause this time the bsp trip going to visit their school. I want to gooooooooooo! She say i go Taiwan can stay at her house. Then she bring me go 高雄玩透透. :D

Must save $$$. T____T

K since somebody is so unwilling i shall go make my tomato skin. Then i shall make a rotten egg skin for that person. Yay! :D

Later, :)

Thirteen, Womanizer - B. Spears

2008-10-25T15:24:00.007+08:00

Click here for the vid. Couldn't post the vid straight here cause it was disabled.

But the video was damn hot. LOL.
You're nothing but a womanizer.

Britney's back. :D

/added.

/♥YAXIN says:
guys with muscles are always hotter
/♥YAXIN says:
right hmm?
/♥YAXIN says:
mr muscle can be hot too if he wasnt advertising for detergent

Hahahaha. I want to go Taiwan also can. Then can go find Sherri.

Sigh. I feel damn unwanted. Hahaha. ):

Thirteen, New Moon

2008-10-25T13:29:00.006+08:00

That title's way ironic cause the sun's up and kicking right now. Lol. Imma off from babysitting until 2 hours later when baby wakes up. She was really funny cause when i put her to sleep she started saying, "Good morning! Goodnight!"

How adorable is that! :D

My dad says that i'm like some autistic person (no offence to anybody whatsoever), cause i coop up in my room and read. -.- So he say i gao zi bi. Aiyah, they always have sth to say about everything you do huh. Used to it alrdy. But i'm glad, cause they are not pissed anymore. Damn scared last night i offed my lights and pretended to sleep. o.o Sigh. This always happens. At the absolute wrong time. Wrong things at the wrong time hmm.

Pissed my mum and worried my aunt at dinner last night. And prolly my Granny too. Cause of what i had for dinner: rice and black sauce. I just conveniently transferred all the meat and fish and anything else that isn't rice that my Gran put on my plate to my mum's. Then i started crying. Then i pretended to read my book and my Gran thought that the book was very touching. Then she started saying how she used to cry when she read all the xiao shuo. LOL.

School ytd was fun? Kinda. Better than four (or more) walls.

French Movie, The Butterfly, in the morning. Quite nice. Elsa is very adorable. :D I bet Daniel agrees to that hahaha. :D Then foyer piano during break, Den taught me how to play Boston! And i can still rmbr! :D Coooool. The 2 people who were supposed to teach me piano after eoys still haven't taught me yet luh tsk. Then was Li Fei Hui. Scary and embarrassing omgoodness. But all the singing was fun. :D And Li Fei Hui was funnnnny.

After school was spent at the courts. In the drizzle. Zy didn't have the cage key with her so we couldn't play vball. ): But it was nice to watch bball. And also, being Jill's temporary phone operator. Hahaha. :D Chooon's self invented lion dance kept me occupied. Then Jiamin showed off her imba booty shake. Then me and Chooon started shaking to the lion dance tempo. Hahahaha his 'hand-butt' coordination is bad. :D Then we two went off to find Hua. I scared her with my tickling and she scared me by faking some cardiac arrest. Nehneh lah you! !@$#@$!%$ HAHAHA. Then we were trying to give spoilers about the Twilight series. :D

Then they went off to library to play mahjong on the comps. LOL. Journey home was filled with Peiying going hysterical over her suspected dengue mosquito bite. Chill girl, you're not gonna die of dengue. :D Then Jm managed to lure me (as usual) to Simei and we sat at the platform talking. I hate it when i alrdy know everything. And i subconsciously pretend that i don't. -.- So it's like you say, yadayadayadayadayada, and i'll reply, yeah i know. -.-

But i guess i can live with that. All the jia xiang and everything, that feels too real, i just need time. Like i said, i have motivation perserverance determination intelligence passion blahblahblah for all the wrong stuff. -.-

Mummy said Feng Mi is stupid. But we still watch it. And i cried at what 森田 said to 亚弓. Imma crybaby lah. -.- Hahahaha. But,

小育 (the girl 2nd from the right) is very cute. :D

张钧宁 aka 亚弓 is very pretty. :O

森田 (on the left) & 竹本 (on the right) v cute too. 8)
彭于晏 & 李国毅. :D

Of course,

My favourite always. :D
(Edward and Bella too!!)

In case you're wondering where i got that pretty pic of Edward and Bella, the piky of this layout, it's from Everglowmedia.net fansite of Twilight. Go ahead and indulge in more over there. :D

Btw, new blogsong is 终于说出口 by 小宇. Almost cried when Nat Tan was singing it, until people started turning to stare at me for some unknown reason. o_o

Other new songs: 冲动 by Elva Hsiao ( Track 5 )
原谅我 by Jam Hsiao ( Track 9 )

Toooodles!

Ten, Heart throbs. And then it stops.

2008-10-22T20:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Shi Kai. :D

Mundane. Life's getting mundane. Pointless. Meaningless. Hmm.

Something new for today, getting abused by a two year old and feeling so depressed after she tore 2 pages of my beloved book. And flooding the house after having flooded my room last night. Burning headache.

Everybody bless Zy right now. *cross fingers and toes*
Darling, you'll be fine. Have faith in yourself.

I should really practice what i preach. That will make things easier huh. It's just, i don't know. I'm gonna write you a letter, in fact i alrdy wrote a card. But i'd prolly chicken out and keep it for myself, just like today. Awh, useless me.

Okay, off to distract myself with Paintshop Pro.
Have to do some layouts.

Recommend me some nice emo songs?
And tell me if you know how to repair mp3s. Mine went haywire. :)

/Why am i even listening to what you say. Why why why.

Nine, Baby come back to me.

2008-10-21T20:36:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy. :)
Sorry to affect your mood with my bad results :x , and i'll try my best to keep my head.
I know, you're doing whatever you think is right and whatever you think is the best, though i may not agree to your opinions, i'll do my best to understand. Like you said, bu yong si de.

Hahaha, i sorta found some reasons to make me want to live longer, though i feel weary and tired of life every single day, those are things in life that i don't want to miss. Nice moments like watching bball at the court, what i did practically everyday of my Year One life, dancing at the playground, though the rain never fell to drench us, i still loved the kind of weather. It's not hard to find reasons why, to think of all the possibilities that you'll never have, if you just ran into the middle of the crossroad. The split second that decided whether you live or die..

---

That was at 8.43pm lol now i can hardly concentrate cause the two people on the top of my HORNY list are like, HORNYING. D8

Be back later, (:

/Pillow. Pido. Paedo. Peedo.

Eight, Justinn Sexy Timberlake

2008-10-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

Thank you Son/incest partner, for humouring me all night. :D

This is to tongie tongie Tongwei! Who's listening to the playlist now. :D

I won't die, yeah not yet.
Hmmm.

:)

Eight, I'm just not good enough.

2008-10-20T22:00:00.001+08:00

Cause i do nothing good.

/edit (ii).

I'm tired.

/edit.
It's not my problem that so coincidentally everything of mine spoils right?
Born with defects, cause defects to my stuff like the computer, my fault arh?
It's like, damn freaking old alrdy.

Why not ask your darling nephew what the hell did he do to my computer lah.
Nobody asked him to touch my things,
You did. Nobody but you.

I know.
You wish he was your son right.
Whatever lah,
I hate him.
Get that right into your head,

I
Hate
Your
Nephew.

Tell me,
If he was SUCH AN ANGEL,
Why would he invite friends over to play mahjong,
To create such a din,
When his sister has O LEVELS the next day.

Hello?
Tell me Dad.
Tell me about your moronic nephew.

I don't know him you know.
I absolutely do not wish to either,
I don't have obligations to know somebody who once tried to break up my family.
Nah, i'm too evil.
Too evil to understand, too evil to grow up,

Too evil to be your daughter.
Kill me will you?
I don't mind.

I can always find a way to make you kill me,
You know i can.

I've been a zombie floating arnd for the most of today.
Today's quite bad a day i think, first day of O levels.

Errr, what am i doing?

/I really don't know!!!!!

Seven, Follow your heart.

2008-10-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

I finished reading Breaking Dawn. :D

I think Zf can have both Edward and Carlisle,

I WANT NESSIE!!!!!

Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Half human half vampire daughter of Bella and Edward. And she is such a pretty baby.

"Holy crow, you can hear him!"

"No, I don't care if you bite Jacob. That's fine."

"I love you too, Momma.
We will always be together."

Nessie is just so lovable. 8)
Bella is cute, like Bren said. :D

I cannot multi-task. >_<
Tmrw then, cross my fingers.

/I don't know...

Five, When you left I lost a part of me.

2008-10-17T12:52:00.007+08:00

I got a fever, i'm hot! :O :D

Hahahaha. I'm like browsing for phones online. I want new phone! I want Macbook!

I want the whole Twilight series! :D

And why didn't anybody tell me how ugly my layout looks. o_o I'm gonna do sth about it soon. The rain is making me emo. Like i'm not alrdy. Okay did it just stop? ._.

Omelettes for lunch. :D
Internet sms is good to use. :D

7 things - Miley Cyrus

Sha, sha, sha

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

*Chorus

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

I'm like, looping this song. Hahah posted the vid cause you should srsly see all those lil girls in it. Quite cool. But Miley Cyrus looks weird. I only like her eyes. ^^ Not a big fan of hers though.

Halfway through Eclipse, pains me to have to read online. Pains my eyes. No wonder. But i haven't got out of the house to go buy it haha. I like cooping myself up at home, thinking about whatever whatnot. :)

Anw Eclipse is the best among the four i think, read until pg 260 of Breaking Dawn alrdy hahaha. I don't exactly like Jacob Black (Jiamin don't kill me 8D), so i don't like the huge chunks with him in New Moon, and the part where he narrates in Breaking Dawn. But the thoughts of the werewolves thing is real cool. :D

Edward Cullen is just the best. :D

Nuffnang has a comp for movie tix to HSM3 Gala Premiere this Sun! O:
But i'm lazy and.. Hurhur. If you're a Nuffnanger and you see this go check your email. :)

There's this Adobe fair coming to DHS too!!! But i only want CS3, not the whole creative suite. T_T

DHS Homecoming 2009
Way cooool. :D

/edit.

"Yes, that does make the trail stronger. But you don't need to pull your hair out, Bella. It will
be fine."

"I've got a few extras I can spare."

/No Edward(s) allowed.. ):

Four, I'm trying to keep it together but i'm falling apart

2008-10-16T00:29:00.004+08:00

I just absolutely love it. :D

/edit.Sorry Jiamin and Zixuan.
I fan jian again lah, decided to start typing a bunch of nonsense, am still typing now :x , then the pipes just suddenly burst.
This is hard.

The water is not going to stop. o_o

/I wish i was a heartless brute so i could save myself from heartaches and cardiac arrests.But too bad, i'm not like you.

Three, 幸福本来就不属于恶魔.

2008-10-15T22:28:00.004+08:00

恶魔 = emo? o.o

Went shopping again today. :D

Went crazy trying on 4 inches heels that tortured my feet like crazy. And as a result twisted my ankle. T_T So i couldn't go out to dinner to see Auntie Su!!! And also cause i was glued to New Moon. And i just finished it.

"Love is irrational... The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made."

"Even if she'd lived until she was old and grey, every time she closed her eyes, it would have been Romeo's face she saw behind her lids."

"She would have accepted that eventually."

Bella Bella Bella. I just love Isabella Swan. :D

Her irrationality, her being a magnet for danger, her.. wildness. Hahahaha but i love Edward too. * Dreamy eyes * :D

But i'm afraid of finishing the series too quickly, :x

All good things come to an end.

And it reminds me of sth, like everything else does. Hahaha hmm.

My mum was prolly on her crazy shopping mood today. But i must say, thank you and sorry, even if you'll never see this.

She mentioned sth about her and dad being worried sick about me for the past month, when i was depressed and everything, then me being totally weird lately. I know, that they knew sth was wrong. But, there was no way i could tell her. Even though i wanted so much to tell her all about it but nah, i'd save myself the din.

So pms me for all you want mumsie, i'll get frustrated but i totally understand. :)

Went karaoke-ing ytd after A Math. A Math was T____T Karaoke was :D Of course lah hahaha, even with the sudden rush of uselessness, singing was greaaaaaaaaat.

Lee Jiamin,

Thanks for the letter. :)

And,

Brendan, Denise, Eunice, Jillian, Yijing, Yingying, Zhiying and everyone else:

Thank you a million times over. <3

I guess Happily Ever After doesn't work for me anymore. :)

I must start drama-ing.

I sleep to take myself away, hoping to land into dreamland, of that other dimension, but it never happens. And it sucks. Cause it's hard to get myself to sleep.

And i need smses. Zongyi!!!!! XD

/冲动 + 害怕. Toads + Frogs. ._.

One, I felt that i could do anything.

2008-10-13T17:55:00.004+08:00

The last beat of my heart,

So i've been living in a big fat lie for 17 days? Mmhm not bad. I'm here to reflect upon my horrendous self after a sleep to clear my senses.

I lost my best friend, i lost my baby.

It started with rashness and ended with rashness. Nice ending girl. :)

So, that natural phenomena thing, empty feeling hmm? It's like just 2 weeks ago the doctor told you, "Congratulations! You're pregnant!" then for that 14 days you went living on another realm with the anticipation and whatsoever, only to realise on the 17th day when you went back, the doctor says,

"Sorry, there was a mistake."

Don't say those 5 letters just for the sake of saying it.

And, that's just a way of describing. Hmm.

For the very last time i'm gonna tell my baby:

I love you.

I wished i could hate you.

But i do not regret loving you.

Yeah love, you taught me alot of stuff.

At least, the baby i loved taught me.

I hope,

The baby i love loved me too.

All the smiles and tears,

Help me tell my baby to not forget me alright?

I wonder if baby can see this from the other dimension of the world hmm.

I'll lock everything up, including that ugly broken piece of muscle that was being toyed around. I'm absolutely fine, i just need some time to regain some sanity. And i won't be surprised if i fail Chemistry.

Somehow, i'm afraid of the exams ending. I must lock the pig brain up too.

I can do that. I'm sure i can. Even if i have to go on a long term Strawberry Redtea therapy. And, i am never, ever, gonna set foot on that place. Never.

I will never ever love another, never ever let another teardrop fall.

I made a huge mess outta my life and now i'm left all alone to piece them back one by one.

This place here is left for me to record my road to recovery.

Whoever's reading this, don't worry, you haven't gone insane my dear. :)

I warned you, you can choose to stop reading evil content.

I'll move, or leave, once i can start smiling without pulling up my cheeks.

/The 7th thing i hate the most that you do,

You made me love you.

2008-10-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

I didn't die.

Evils don't die.

Stay away from evil.

Didn't your mama tell you not to talk to strangers? :)

Useless.

2008-10-12T13:53:00.006+08:00

/edit.

I have a feeling i'm gonna surrender and raise the white flag.

/edit.

My tooth hurts. ):

---

I like Katy Perry.

Hot N Cold's mtv is :D

Went shopping ytd. :D

I forgot how to smile.

2008-10-10T19:29:00.003+08:00

I didn't throw everything out of the window to hear you say sorry.

Said you'll be the last and i mean it.

How do you expect me to love anybody again.

/added.

You will never stop liking a person.

It's either you never did,

Or you always will do.

Nobody can replace nobody,

Nobody can be a substitute for nobody.

I know i can't get you to see things the way i do,

And i won't try and force you to.

I'm not sure if i owe you an explanation,

And i really don't know what to do about that.

I don't regret,

And that's the last thing i'd ever want to do.

2 years, 2 months, 2 weeks.

You'll realise time doesn't really matter. :)

I'll never let another teardrop fall

2008-10-09T19:12:00.003+08:00

Current blogsongs:

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

Happily Never After - Nicole Scherzinger

Female domination? :D

They are fab songs so must listen k!!!

Hahaha My Leona Lewis addiction seemed to have sparked off O: Was looping that song while sitting at the platform, watching trains on both sides go pass.

I'm just glad Bio's over. ):

Threeeee more to go!!! And tonight can sleeeep early. :D

Denise Tay and Chong Yijing MUST SLEEEEEP EARLY!

Liu Zhiying also, take care k!!!

Gonnnna go eaaaaaat sayonara!

/added.

Baby must take care too! :( :( :(

Leaving isn't quite the same as running away

2008-10-08T15:39:00.002+08:00

Strawberry Redtea from Each A Cup and Udon from Kobayashi.

Shattered hopes and broken dreams.

Why are you doing this to me?

Halfway through,

'No Gen(s) Allowed'

2008-10-07T19:05:00.003+08:00

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. :x

You make me wanna pull off all my hair.

And i just want you to know,

2008-10-07T16:11:00.002+08:00

Math killed me today.

Physics is gonna kill me tmrw.

Biology next. ):

Hmm reincarnation on Thurs? Bless me.

And,

Being rational was never one of my qualities. :D

Neither is it yours Flower. :D

Life is measured not by the number of breaths we take,

But by the moments that take our breath away.

Baby, you take my breath away.

Abbracio

2008-10-05T23:10:00.004+08:00

I'm a naughty mummy who abandons her baby for Mao Zedong and the Sinhalese.

T_T

My baby is prolly like reading Twilight and falling in love with Bella. Or Edward. Or Emmett. Or Alice. Or Charlie. :O LOLLLLL.

My baby calls History 'slack paper'. So baby obviously doesn't study for it.

T_T

S is for Serena Van der Woodsen. :D

S is for Stalin. -.-

*Wondering how it would be like to chiong a year worth of Geog now*

Gosh, that's freaky. D:

Wu Lin Da Dao premiering on Channel U tmrw!! @ 8pm i think. Heeee Barbie Hsu and Hei Ren host. Gonna have to watch records after exams. :'(

Oh wells,

JIAYOUUUUUUUUUU PEEEEEPOS!

Can't wait for tmrw. 8)

Alvaro Messenger for Mac :D

2008-10-04T14:00:00.005+08:00

CUTE EMOTICONS! :D

/added.

Heeeee. :D

Changed blogsong to Dreaming of You, by Selena.

Super old song, super nice. :)

Schuschnigg Berchtasgen Ribbentrop and Molotov drives me crazxzy. :s

You're impossible to find

2008-10-04T10:02:00.005+08:00

I'm happily waiting for my chickadee porridge with EGG 8)

While you're happily playing piano!

I've always wanted to learn piano can,

Everybody goes like, argh i got piano lesson. SIAN.

Then i'm like,

!@!@##$%#@!@##^%&#$^%$%$#@!#

I don't care you're gonna teach me @ eoeoys.

LA was okay. Not that i'm gonna score though. :)

I was dozing off during compre can!!! :x

Oh wells, feel like going for a swim later after math tui.

Or maybe i should go to library to study..!

Oh the new 9pm show on Channel 8 is DAMN FREAKY.

I mean seriously. More freaky than exams i guarantee. But no lah really,

Go watch if you want a good scare.

Okay maybe i'm the only one that finds it freaky. T_T

And and,

Sudddenly got alot of people want me. :O :D

Hohohoh. :D

Shall leave you all with a duper kawaii Domokun!

The kitty is cute right Baby? :D

My mum helped me record the episodes on Kids Central :D :D :D

( Zy please concentrate on the Domo ^^ )

Anyoheegahsehyo people! :)

I'm a sexy pig. 8)

2008-10-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY BABY!

BABY LOVES ME!

1 down, 7 to go,

AZA BASHIA!

You're MINE. 8)

2008-10-02T18:43:00.006+08:00

Today is memorable day. LOLLL. Survived the whole day on one bottle of peach tea only can, now my stomach pain. ):

All your fault!

History was soooo funny today. :D Lol at Zy. :D

Memorable also because kena fined 2 bucks for overstaying in mrt. LOLLLL.

Also your fault!

Irritating. 8D

Okay Macbeth and Duncan is waiting for me, masters i'm coming!!!

( Evidence of Jm's influence LOLL. XD )

Dan and Bren you two nehneh better don't betray me arh grrr. >:/

GOOOODLUCK EVERYBODY! 12 DAYS TO EOEOYS,

Then is dates with all my girlfriends, vball & pedicures & HOTTIES! :D

Beach Ball Babes lawl.

Oh, also date with my bbf right, ROMEO? :O :D

/edit.

Priority given to my Beloved BoyFriend lah. :D Yeah honey? :D

Heeeee byebye, I love you alllllllll! :D

Stay away from Edward,

2008-10-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

I AM NOT GOING TO REPLY YOU.

NEH-NEE-NEH-NEE-POOPOO.

Just remember darling all the while

2008-10-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

Baaaa i really cannot sleep leh!!

And my mp3 just went outta batt.

T_T

And it's a bad decision, to get out of bed.

'Cause the gastric isn't gone yet.

o_o

But it's okay!

I'm okay! Besides the fact that i'm gonna get killed tmrw morning by math tuition,

I'm absolutely alright. ^^

And Jing is right,

I sent a duper imba amt of msgs today. :O

Ugh,

I shall not type anymore since i can hardly see anything in the dark.

Bye,

Happy Children's Day! :D

/You belong to me.. :)

Be proud of your lil girl, she didn't cry.

2008-09-29T19:49:00.005+08:00

The daughter of my Dad's friend passed away. She was born with a heart problem and died when her operation failed.

She's only 3.

I wish i could take her place,

Rest in peace darling.

God bless. :)

/edit.

I LOVE YIJING!!! :')

想念是会呼吸的痛.
恨不懂你, 会痛.

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

2008-09-28T17:43:00.004+08:00

沿海公路的出口 by SHE.

From their newest album, FM SHE.

The cover is weally cool!

Track 6 on the playlist, you should totally go watch the mtv. V sad, Ella has brilliant acting skills. :') Features cute Eddie Peng & director is Qu Dao! The director of Er Zuo Ju. :D

New skin. :D You just can't love Blake Lively enough. Shall go find a Kristen Stewart one too!

Sigh,

I'm praying for my stomach to stop somersaulting in me. Some sudden attack since about 3 hours ago, maybe is food poisoning. o_o Feeling rather terrible. ): But i shall resist from smsing you, hopefully you've been studying!! *smoochies*

I need something to make it feel better. Ugh.

Why do medicines always not work on me.. ):

Oh! Hot Milo remedy recommended by Yongjing last year when i had a bad tummyache. :D

Hahaha i'm talking to myself. Tata!

/I'm putting all my love on you.

No Air

2008-09-27T18:33:00.006+08:00

/edit.

Honey:

I love you. :D

What happens when two naughty and loving people collide?

Reactions take place. :D

(Just to share abit of love, :D)

xoxo,

You know you love me. 8)

---

Sigh,

Because my world revolves around you, it's so hard for me to breathe.

We'll take one step at a time?

Haha Jordin's Sparks gooood. :D

Banana milktea and Honeydew Italian Soda KILLS.

Drink them only if you want to DIE.

BUT,

Strawberry Redtea and the Strawberry Shake thing is nice. :D

Afternoons in 3G classroom always tend to start some little saga.

I love you. :) :(

Macho Russian Voice. :D

2008-09-23T22:13:00.004+08:00

Hello hello hello.

I am here to say that the 'renovation' at my house is finally complete. I've got a new aircon. :O And the ceiling lights in my living room are, blinding me. o_o But i prefer the old lights. Anyway, I've been going home late lately. Hee, because i don't wanna go home. :x Heee, stop breaking our hearts. ): And i want to say,

Mr Harris is hilarious with his 'cranny granny' and untidy handwriting joke. *cough cough* Jm *cough cough* :D

Macbeth lectures and piano sessions in lt are lovely.

Bizarre nightmares makes me feel comforted, somehow.

Guys who tear are MACHO.

Playing catching with everybody against Zongyi is o_o

I love my Hunny Bunny Cutie Darling Dearie Sweetie Pie. :)

Who dated me in a very adorable way, right darling? :D

And,

I love my school. Believe it or not, school saved me from killing myself this morning. Hahah, i love Dunman High. :)

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN!!!! :D

Hallelujah

2008-09-14T15:26:00.001+08:00

MY COMP DIED ON ME AGAIN.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

:'(

I WAS DELETING ITUNES TO CLEAR UP SPACE THEN IT ASKED TO RESTART SO I CLICKED OKAY THEN NOW IT CAN'T TURN ON!

THE SCREEN'S JUST BLACK. OH GOSH.

:'(

I'M GONNA GET KILLED BY MY DAD.

BYE.

Why isn't the moon round? ):

2008-09-13T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hi haha i'm at my Granny's house now, supposedly to celebrate mid autumn festival, but somehow my family's celebration gets less and less funner each year. o_o That's why i end up here on the comp while the rest are like what, watching tv? LOLLLL.

Reluctantly woke up this morning to go for the talk about chinese creative writing @ NTU. NTU is like, all the way at the top of some hill?! Imagine i had to tiptoe all the way up - my blisters were killing me (vball made it worseeeee :x). T_T Well somehow the talk wasn't very much about that pretty author Wu Dan Ru, but the most interesting one was the Wu Dan Ru part. Hahaha i had to stuff the whole chicky pie into me mouth cause Zy was going to follow Hsu Lao Shi to get Wu Dan Ru's signature. LOLLLLLL. They were like so excited can. :D Kawaii des neh. I mean Hsu Lao Shi, :P Overall not bad, the seats in the auditorium were really comfortable i must say. And the organisers, they are really really passionate about sharing their love for chinese writing, what i can gather from what they said to other staff when the symposium ended. Like seriously, enriching. :) And Hsu Lao Shi made it even more interesting. :D :D :D Photos later, when i get home!

Then me Zy and Sarah went Soup spooning, @ city hall. :) Minestrone is still my favourite!! Heeee, saw Auntie Su there! Well those two adorable things were filling me with cannibal and other gruesome stories on the train ride. No on the way back to Buona Vista mrt. Got me so disgustedly distracted that i walked the whole overhead bridge without realising it. o_o I find it way disgusting ew, no way i'm gonna talk anymore about it, so no no no details for you. Ew.

Cannibalism and bing pi mooncakes make me want to puke. No offence, to anybody. :x

Ytd's m00ncake making was MESSSSSSY. And that was the first time i actually ate bing pi mooncakes, and those we made weren't even bing. So today during mooncake shopping the sight of bing pi ones made me really, ugh. Those i made were like, balls o_o, small paos maybe. Then the lotus paste is like all at the bottom so if you bit the top, it's all the skin. HAHAHAHA. But you should totally see the ball of red skins Junjie was holding. Over dosage of food dye. And the dye got onto Zy's face and hands, she looked like she had bad blusher-ing skills. XD Chooon kept splashing water onto me while washing hands, i don't actually know if there's really a prob with the tap though, but went to attack Edmund. :D He gave me the "I am angry you're gonna get it from me" loook but he didn't retaliate. :D

But i must say, ytd's programme wasn't exactly well-organised.. We were like, seated at the side of the grandstand so we could hardly hear or see what was going on. So we started zi-highing and singing. :D

After celebration, me Den Chloe and Dan quickly hopped on the bus to Serangoon. :B I had to sit at the back and went i looked around to see if there was anyone i know, i saw Edmund sitting behind me. HAHAHAHA. Oh and he said the songs on my playlist are nice. :D

Motivates me to update them with more nice songs. :D But there are like, alot leh!

OH, I almost forgot about our lovely vball games.

It was the last one before we went back to class for activities which was most shuang. We joined Angela they'all the game so it was like, me Dan Chooon Angela & Angeline VS Bren Den Zy Jasmine & Theresa. THE GAME WAS GOOOOOOOD. Hahaha Angela Li is as power as ever. Then she made this weird sound 'yee' when she hit back, then we laughed then she continued doing it. LOL AT YOU. :D After they left, Zy came over to our side. So, it's us four against Bren and Den. :D They almost banged into each other, for like 525600 times. LOLLLLL. Then Bren Bren used his 'Hoo Ge' ( actually Jm's the one who always called Cx that lololol ) power to set and spike himself. LOLLLLLL. Sex bomb bomb bomb. 8D

The not so lovely part, as i was saying, my blisters, made me take out my shoe to walk around. o_o Can you imagine even after the hols i still get blisties from my North Star shoes?? And i was duper heart bwoken when my big smiley face Nexcare plaster failed me. ): And i left the 9 plasters Bren gave me during the hols in my crumpler, at homeeeeee. Sighayeayeaye.

We played abit outside beside the guys toilet, Edmund managed to hit tall Zy's butt with his rebound. XD Then continued our game outside 2I class there near the stairs, and i ended up hitting the ball down the stairs and dear Yifanfan struck lottery. XD Sorwiez Antttttt!!

Alright, i shall go join my sis and Pris in their building of a house with the uno block wooden blocks, ( pictures next post :D )

Sayonara! :)

( 11:11 again, ): )

/You can have my tomorrow, but i'll keep our yesterday.

It will all get better in time

2008-09-10T21:24:00.004+08:00

Hopefully?

Ah, my eyes hurt now. :x

To Jiamin, Denise, Sy, Cs, Sl and Kl:
Thank you and sorry for making you guys wait.. :x Esp to Sy who offered to walk me home, thanks. :) Sorzz to Dan and Sl for losing my temper at y'all.. :x

Yeah, i know i'm not alone. But it'll prolly take me awhile to recover.. Better than last night, i guess. Really, really, really tired.

Surveys with 114+97 questions made me eyes even more o_o

But Hsu lao shi's reply to my email made me :D
Volleyball with him on Fri 3G!! He requests for guys to play too, cause we girls too 'dead'.

Haha, today was crazy. Temperamental me. :/
Well if you were in the middle of two siao dingdongs 'brewing' a gruesome concoction you'd prolly go crazy too. The thought of it makes me wanna puke can, :S

Wokay, Molemolemolemolemole. If you start to lecture me again i'll just shut you off. Or just walk outta the door and take 158 to Kallang Macs to study. Hahaha. ._.

ARGH, attendance first.

Goodluck, goodnight.

/If you didn't notice, you mean/meant everything.

I miss you more than words can say

2008-09-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hi.

( R a n d o m t h o u g h t s )

I'm going to complete my Trigo assignment 2.

Waffles made me super full i kept stumbling while falling asleep on the train,
Then my bottle slipped outta my hand and fell to the ground and people around were staring at me.

o_o

Then now i have dinner at the dining table waiting for me to finish. Okay i finished the whole bowl of soup. But my mummy insist i finish my rice. ):

So i guess it's supper. Fat fat fat. D:

Haha, i'm just, tired? Heh.

Physics lab today was slowwwwww. Sitting beside the tall Zy and Sy. I feel like a dwarf. ):
But it was kinda bad cause we three didn't know how to do. But they 2 know theory and i don't. So in conclusion, i don't know anything. Hahahaha. ._.

I MISS HSU LAO SHI !!! ):

Science tuition tuition tuition tuition. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Class photos were :D I took a long time trying to choose nice ones, with Zf's spastic face-wide smile. :D

I hope we're gonna play vball tmrw. :D But i don't know how to ask Mr Siva to let me playzx. ):

I want to talk to you.
I want you to talk to me.

I don't know what's, wrong.

Countdown to doomsday, countdown to insanity.
I'm already not very sane, if you haven't noticed.
Sigh,

OH YEAH,
Jillian's a great poet. :D

Teehee,
Ciao!

PICTURES!

2008-09-06T19:54:00.007+08:00

Year 3 Girls @ SYC CONCERT. :D

Zf go crazy after Chem remedial. :D

GO TO

missmaterial.livejournal.com

FOR MOOOOOOOOORE PICTUREZX! :D

40++ PIKS FROM THE FLYER LAST NIGHT
Still contemplating whether to post them here or lj.
o__o

The stupid iPhone that is duper chio but made me go gila for the past few days. T_T

Goodbye. :D

/P.s. Soon Lip Hon,
Have you gone to the North/South pole to hibernate?! O__O

/edit.

郭靜 - 知道

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

2nd on playlist, took I'm Yours away cause it's not the full vers! ):
But this song is v nice. Lyrics v nice. Hahaha. :)

Maybe i should change blogsong to Couple or Trouble theme song. :D
Lalala tv time in, 19 min?

11:11.

All we need, a lover's alibi

2008-09-04T22:56:00.003+08:00

Pictures of you, pictures of you.

They ran through my mind at the speed of lightning,
It's frightening.

I don't know why you came along after he left.
It wasn't necessary.

I didn't know it would still hurt, after so so long, after him,
I didn't know you would still make me hurt.
So so bad.

I thought you were gone,
I thought i couldn't find you back anymore,
But i realised,
Pieces of you were still there.

I hate it.
I hate how you make me doubt my love.
I hate how you made me feel like an idiot.
I hate how you made me hurt the people who loved me.

I hate how i compare people to you,
And actually think that nobody else could compare to you.

I hate how those painful memories that i'd locked up were all raked out,
One by one, by you.

And you know what,
For now,
I wish you could be here by my side.

And maybe before you leave again,
Tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

But that, would never, ever happen.

Please,
Stop haunting me.

Pictures tmrw, i hope. :x This place has been rather dead, i did attempt posting, i have loads of pikies. But i prolly wasn't in the right state of mind to, i get here, type a whole chunk, then feel it's not necessary, then delete them away.

So hopefully after chillin' for a day tmrw i'll be alright,
I do very well with you around, i do very well with that mask i put on.

I'm trying very very very hard.

Okay i shall go play with the new member of the house: iPhone 3G.

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight.

/Quote Kajun:
"The truth always hurts."

Teehee

2008-09-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

I AM SO SORRY SEB!!
MIAHNEHYO. ):

Never tell me earlier aiyo, anyway
GOODLUCK FOR TMRW!

LURBBE EU. :D

Dancing in the rain

2008-09-02T21:28:00.004+08:00

Not that I didn't know.
But this time it's different,
Prolly why i don't feel the pain.

Maybe it wasn't there at all.

Sometimes you just need somebody to spank you and go wakey wakey!

Hahah. :D

Soup Spoon Boston Clam Chowder, Ya Kun Milk Tea, Prima Deli Chocolate waffle.
:D

Fatty acids and glycerol. D:

Photos tmr prolly.
Sigh, heartaches over the world tonight.
Nights that never end?

Goodnight goodnight goodnight. :)

/I'll be your gbf! If you want that is, haha. Nah, nevermind.

MONGMONGMONG

2008-08-30T19:10:00.007+08:00

Rewatched the Mc Mong vid again ytd with Pris and laughed like crazy. :D

I HEART MC MONGMONG. :D

Anyway, yesterday was Teacher's Day! Quite low on the whole, and Eunice that nehneh never come ( ): !! ) but i was high. :D Sorta i guess haha. Alvin and the Chipmunks soccer season LOL. At least we're not the only 'AA' ones. But i think soccer jerseys are COOOOOL. And that's probably the only thing i actually like about soccer. THANK YOU UNCLE ED! :D

Sure-lose soccer team. :D
Didn't change and went for choir, Mr Tay thought i came from some soccer match.
XD !!!

Hi Chiobu. :D

Sexy backs. O:

Jiamin spent the night cooking spaghetti for potluck and it was Supercalifragilisticespeciallydelicious. :D I just created a newww word. :D If not for her spag, we would have to survive on potato chips!! Yummy yummy. Went up to watch year 4,5,6's concert halfway through potluck with Choooon. He is an ultimate se peh peh lah. I know you are not surprised. :D

Vball with 3K was good too. Spammed When I Grow Up. :D It was stcuk in my head for the rest of the day can!! Then Hsu Lao Shi came along to play abit. He is goooood. :D Love Hsu Lao Shi!!

Oh yeah and,
Bubble is a sex bomb. :O :D 8D
I WANT PCD PHOTO CHLOE!!! :D

(Shall continue after dinner, :D)

/Chohmanmichigehso. ):

/Back!
Took that photo from across the road. Luffy Darlings. :D

Went City Hall after that to meet the not cute not hot not sexy flower.
JUST KIDDING. Don't kill me please plox! XD

Everybody in City Hall was admiring my soccer attire i swear. LOL. They must have seen Bubble's advert O: Hahaha went to Marina Square. Wasted 3 bucks trying to get that big plush toy out. You know the machine with huge snappers!! My Ah Gong was a pro at it. Apparently i haven't inherit them from him. We both were so !#@!$!%@$ lah. LOL. Then went to arcade.

I haven't been to an arcade for at least 2 years. I think.
I am imba. Hahahaha :D

Dancing made my hands painful. I am a total noooooob at shooting. DRUMS WERE THE BEST. :D It's so addictive!!! All the jap songs in the songbank v coool too! Then came two girls, who probably frequent the place, totally owned us. Their grade is like, A and S (Super i think lol) while our's is D, E, sth like Ungraded or Stage never clear. o_o They even brought their own drumsticks can!! And not to forget, Ying plays two three drums with one stick while i step the bass and play the rest of the drums with the other stick.

Don't laugh your head off. XD

And well the girls are good at the dancing thing too. Aiyah, who cares. We shall go practice more. :D But waste moolah leh oh no. D: Maybe not too often hehs, but it's funnnnn! Once in a while go not bad. Thanks love. :)

Attendance is driving me crazy. :S
Joshua lah!!! Ugh.

Look into your heart and you'll find love

2008-08-27T20:19:00.006+08:00

Hellooooo. Haha while waiting for my tuition cher to arrive, I shall do something which 2 of my juniors 'tagged' me too. I rarely do such stuffies k LOL.

#1 The person who last tagged you is: Carin (technically)

#2 Your relationship with him/her is:

Carin: Fellow Soppie! Pretty junior whose eyes can fight with Gilli and Kasey's. LOL :D

Wilson: HAHAHA I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FILL THIS. You know it my dear. 8)

#3 Your 5 impressions of him/her:

Carin: Lovely voice, lovable, adorable, learns score @ imba speed O: , you zhu jian hehs.

Wilson: Laughing gas, CONTAGIOUS, adorable, lovable, sociable ??

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:

Carin: Uhm, nothing? LOL. Not yet maybe, :)

Wilson: 2008 Farewell Dinner, while waiting for bus home. I have good memory okay brudder. :@

#5 The most memorable word he/she has said to you:

Carin: ??

Wilson: ???

#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will:

Carin: I am straight. O:

Wilson: I'll be over the mooooon. LOL. Ooops i'm just joking!! Who wants him but you my dear?? :D

#7 If he/she was your lover, a few things he/she has to improve on:

Carin: Nah girl, you're good enough. :)

Wilson: Wah, the list too long already ! I'm too lazy to type it all out. XP

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:

Carin: D: That will not happen!!

Wilson: Same goes to you tooooo!

#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

Both: Refer to previous question.

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

Both: Uh, sing? LOL. :D

#11 Your overall impression of her shopping:

Carin: Love your sense of dressing. :D

Wilson: Not bad also lah i think. Must choose clothes for you worhzx! :D

#12 How do you think about how people around you will feel about you:

Crazy? Emo? Retarded? I don't know lololol provide me some answers people. :]

#13 The character you love about yourself:

???

#14 On the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are:

Too many to be listed. I have many flaws. :)

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:

Maybe Barney? Or Blossom. :D Nah, DOMOKUN! :D

#16 For people that care about and like you, say something to them:

Arigato! Gahmsahamnida! Aishiteru! SARANGHEYO !!! **

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you

1) Yingying
2) Jiamin
3) Yijing
4) Carin
5) Wilson
6) Jane
7) Zhiying
8) Brendan
9) Shiuwen
10) Zhengfeng

#18 Who is 6 having relationship with? [Jane]
Last time Charmaine tried to start a rumour about Janey right O:

Must ask her. :D

#19 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Zhiying & Zhengfeng]
OF COURSE! Then my matchmaking would finally be successful. LZFY. :D

( Ps. Don't worry Jing I'll find you another one. ;D )

#20 How about no.8 and 5? [Brendan & Wilson
Er. They won't want each other. LOL.

#21 What is no.2 studying about? [Jiamin]
How to smack people's butt more effeciently? :D

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Yijing]
Today lol. SUB MEEEE! :D

#23 What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Brendan]
Er i don't know leh, shall ask him. :D

#24 Does no.1 has any siblings? [Yingying]
No have, but got me can already lah horh. :D

#25 Will you woo no.3? [Yijing]
Woo before already luh. :D So sad we shouldn't have divorced.. !! Sub meeeeeee.

HAHAHA :D

#26 How about no.7? [Zhiying]
OF COURSE. :D Sexy whooooooooo

#27 Is no.4 single? [Carin]
Hehehehe i don't know.. But i can find out... :D

#28 What's the surname of no.5? [Wilson]
TOH. See i'm so clever. :D

#29 What's the hobby of no.4? [Carin]
Hmm, Singing? :)

#30 Do no.5 and 9 get along well? [Wilson & Shiuwen]
Yeah of course. :D

#31 Where is no.2 studying ? [Jiamin]
Zhang Zong Min Secondary School? Hahahaha. :D

#32 Talk something casually about no.1 [Yingying]
She is NOT hot. O: XP

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Brendan]
Oh sure. :D

#34 Where does no.9 live at? [Shiuwen]
Tanah Merah righttt? :D

#35 What color does no.4 like? [Carin]
I don't know O:

#36 Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [Wilson & Yingying]
If they are, Hua Yingying would get tummyaches from laughing too much everyday. :D

#37 Does no.7 like no.2? [Zhiying & Jiamin]
Of course. :D

#38 How do you get to know no.2? [Jiamin]
Class! Zixuan? Zongyi? Hehehehe :D

#39 Does no.1 have any pets? [Yingying]
She's too scared of them. LOL.

#40 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Zhiying]
Duh, MOST SEXY. :D

Wah. Finally. :D

Today is a DOUGH-NUTTY Day! :D

Too lazy to rotate.
Nice earrings Zf. :D

Whooooots our Tao Hua Yuan won best group presentation award!! :D

Prize from Hsu Lao Shi !!
Yummy yummy yummy donuts!

Mumsies bought JCo Donuts. LOL. :D
Fattening O: Oh no i must make sure Gilli Lee eats the same no. of donuts as i did.
>:D

Special frame by Bubble. LOLLLL.
Spasticism. :D

Beanie beanie beanie beanie beanie!
( And no i'm not calling Wentian, :D )

This post is finished @ 28 Aug, 4.24am.
Goodmorning, I'm going to sleeeep. :D

The stars are holding you

2008-08-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

New blog song: Tonight by FM Static.
Suggested by Eunice while we were editing film.

Yes, finally over. Over over over. I've watched it so many times i don't feel like watching it anymore. :/ Deprive me of energy and sleep lah zzz.

I so want to sleep now. Yes NOW. But somebody is sitting on my darling red chair now so i can't sleep. Like, WTH. Okay i'm not in a very stabilised mood now. I feel so pissed at nothing i can feel my fever coming back. HAHAHA. Brilliant. Irritating. Incorrigible.

GET OUT OF MY ROOM YOU MAGGY MEE. ._.
Ugh.

I am crazy forget it.

I hate this.

Baaaa, I'll sleep in my sis' room. Bye.

/I will get rid of this addiction, once and for all.

We will never say, bye

2008-08-25T01:02:00.008+08:00

This is for my people who's just lost somebody,
Your bestfriend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand real high,

We will never say, bye

Hahaha hi i am here posting while Sl is beside me editing vids and Chloe's fast asleep. :)
Me Mumsies just came in O:

Haha, don't think i'll be sleeping tonight.. Just wanna get over with film once and for all,
And maybe get that sense of accomplishment that i haven't gotten for quite awhile..

Well well, entertainment!

ZOMGGGGGGG! O_____O

iPhotobooth keeps you entertained. You can probably tell our level of sanity after all that filming frenzy. Hahahaha XD

I want to be a director !!

My Mummy said "Good!" when i told her that. Love you Mummy!! :D

Sl is laughing watching himself on the screen again. LOLLLLLL.

Btw,

24 August was Cx's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D

and shilun is damn sad that olympics is over :(

MICHAEL PHELPS :O & bolt :D

( Above 2 lines is typed by Sl ._. )

He keeps on calling my sis Tamagotchi 'Takopachi'. =.=

Rightos, goodielucks to me.

Ciao,

( If you're a fan of our male lead, stay tune for post dedicated to LA Film ! PIKIES ;D )

It's over now,

2008-08-23T11:34:00.002+08:00

TAKE A BOW TAKE A BOW TAKE A BOW.
Standing ovation hahaha. :D

It's been awhile yeah hehs, today is 'Kill Green' Day. :D

Say it in chinese. :D Sha qing sha qing YAYYYYYYYYY! Like finally lah, whooooots now left editing, which is what i am doing right now haha. But i feel like sleeping o_o This morning was scary lah, started raining kitties and puppies lol, BUT, we survived it. :D Thank you Papa for saving us from the mrt and then sending Jing and Eunice to school! :) Don't know why we always so lucky one, filming day = rainy day. ._. But today was really efficient! :D Happy, Shalalala, It's so nice to be happy, Shalalala. May not last for long though hehs.

Anyway, went to me Granny's house last night cause she's sick. ): Then ended up watching Kpop music videos. MC MONG IS CUTEEEEEE. :D Retardly adorable haha. I wonder why nowadays all the Korean female singers all like Wonder Girls and Lee Hyo-ri one. o_o Anyway then halfway i realised Couple or Trouble started so i ran out to watch with my Mama. Then i started crying like shit when Oh Ji Ho went to the busstop to find Han Ye Seul. (That's their real names haha) Okay you won't exactly get it unless you watch it !!! Then i couldn't stop crying, so this morning could hardly open my eyes. o_o

Our filming started at 7am. T__T

Anyway,
Monday is last episode!!! I MUST WATCH IT ! :D And i wanna watch it again during hols, probably in korean. Me and Pris already have a holiday plan in mind. :D Korean, TV, Shopping, D I E T, Wakakakaka :D

Baaaa later me family going to Singtel to get Papa's iPhone. O: But i do not want to change to iOne Plan!!! Only got 500 free sms leh T_________T Baka lah, and my mum say give me some Samsung phone.

I WANT SONY ERICSSON!! ):

I think i should go with them..!! But film group coming back to me house later to finish editing, HOWWWWW? ):

Yokies, i'll be off, await a picture post. :D
Goodielucks to all chionging film proj, you're not alone. :)

My life has been way off line

2008-08-17T12:00:00.013+08:00

I'm falling into pieces over and over again.

Everything, is spoiling. Literally and not literally.

My table is like some, junk. With 3 computers on it. One is not working and the other 2 is not mine. -.- I'm typing on my Dad's lappie now. I'm despeartely trying to save the video files into a cd to transfer to here and then into the iMac. Because my darling has decided to die on me after me torturing it for uhm, 3 years? The USB ports are not working, so my mouse is not working and applications can't be opened. Just great.

Go sayang your mouse now.

The art of distegration and leaving things behind? XP

Hahahah like i said, i probably left my brain somewhere.

I need to change fengshui. -.-
Maybe some spiritual rituals will be good.

I need a new bottle.

I need a new phone.

I need a new comp. ( And i want an iMac :] )

I need a new big memory removable drive thing.

I need a new brain.

I need a new me. ._.

Seriously, i wish i can just walk out to the road now and get banged by some car.
The saving of files into cd is NOT WORKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

It's raining now. :'(

And i think i roughly have 2 hours left to finish them before i have to leave the house. ):
And it's raining!!! So heavily..

Am trying to connect iMac to the internet. My cd writer is making weird noises o_o

Film was fun fun fun initially, but it's getting so tiring irritating frustrating bleargh.
I just want to get over with it.

If i could rule the world,

/edit.

Yo Sista. :D

Just like Zhishu's!!!

The board i mean haha.

Those are Chooon's plan to packs, from last year

Obviously they didn't work.

Aiyah,

Family Pack = SEXY. :D

Chun Heng is way cuteeee. :D

He doesn't agree to that, but he was like,

"One thing i know, Chun Seng is more irritating"

Go spank his butt now Chooon. XD

Peaceful and quiet part of ecp. :)

Emo. o_o?

iMac. 8)

Was reminded by Chloe of a funny convo between Dan and Zf,

D: Eh you like short hair girls ah?

Z: No.

D: Long hair?

Z: No.

D&Z ( at the same time ) : No hair.

LOLLLLLLLL. :D

Chem experiment:

Century egg & Chemistry Garden.

You should see Pearlyn's !

Weally pretty :D

Destruction. O:

Stress relief for me and Jing hahah. X)

Everybody loves her. :D

My head was spinning after spending the whole morning trying to revive my comp but it didn't work.. Then i dived for my sis bed, only to be pulled out by my mum, saying that i can't be so irresponsible and stuffs.. :x

Well, my comp will be sent for repair, but everything would probably be gone.. Songs, photos.. And film videos.. ):

Extra hour of SSS for me and Dan tmr, ):

Sigh, i need a lucky star.

Your love is a lie,

/edit again.

If you're feeling stressed up or down,

Turn on Channel U at 10pm

Every weekday,

And watch Couple or Trouble

aka Meng Huan Qing Lu. :D

Oh Ji Ho is SHUAI.

:D :D :D

Han Ye Seul is pretty. :D

The show is duper duper funny. It's probably one of the few reasons why i actually look forward to weekdays now. Yeah, i dread them. T_T

Watch it go watch it! If you don't find it nice i'll buy you sweet. Hahahaha I'll be watching it with you. :)

Rightt, Goodnight world.

Miahneyo, Sarangohneyo.

一个人好累

2008-08-12T17:50:00.011+08:00

I am weird.
Hahahaha.

Gonna be away,
I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world,
Miahneyo. ):

The happy times,

No more now..

So say goodbye to the silly potato,
Hello happy me.

xx

/edit.
闭上眼睛
捂住耳朵

过了今晚
答应自己

不再想你.

Too strong for too long

2008-08-11T15:59:00.004+08:00

Went out with high spirits but today was quite a letdown.. ):

Guess i had too much hope. Hopes that LA film would be finally finished, but nah. Haven't got much luck recently, after that.. I need to change feng shui or sth. ): Baaaaa. We've got a backup plan, but the thought just makes me kinda sad.. Spent like an hour in Eastpoint's Banquet munching on carrot cake and scrolling down contacts. It's just, i don't know how to say. I'm getting abit weary here and there. I need to recharge energy baaaa.

I need to talk to you.. :x ( Call or sms me if you see this..? If you care. :/ )

But Chloe made my day. :D
Banquet was playing Class 95fm, which was playing the song that i was looking for ever since i heard it in La Senza, the advertisement song of this nice show on Channel U: 青蛙王子拜金女

Get Karl! Oh Soo-jung

I am so gonna watch it after eoys. :)

Hahahaha anyway, back to what i was saying, that nice nice song is Be Without You by Mary J. Blige. R&B yoyo check it out. Hahaha my new blog song. :D Hohoh finally something not that emo momo. But if you see the lyrics it's quite emo o_o

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I love the repetitive piano music. :D

We were totally camwhoring like crazy on the train haha. Photos later maybe.

I'll be off i guess. By the way,
Beware of Genevieve.

She's such a flirt.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2008-08-09T21:47:00.005+08:00

Happy National Day to all!
Even though it's abit late haha.

I still have to continue eating later, baaaa. I feel duper guilty towards me Mama and Papa. Esp my Mama, who is duper dee duper nicee! Love you! :)

Am like planning film schedule now, zzz. Today's proj was :D Though i have to continue drawing laterzx haha. Our Tao Hua Yuan is going to own. :D Waaaaaaay cool i love my area tables. LOL. Let's do proj tgt! Wheeeee! Haha, and somehow everyone else but me finds me room and me bed very nice to sleep. So why do i still suffer from insomnia? o_o

Chooon better stop daoing me like somebody, if not i can't go his house tmr! ):
To film that is, hahaha. Bully Jiamin. O:

Visualzx!

Fast asleep! O:

I like this pikture. :D

/ I don't know what you're thinking.. I think? :/

Rainy National Day

2008-08-09T18:12:00.002+08:00

Blearghz.

ANYBODY WANT KFC??!

*Faints*

My lovely Papa and Mama went to buy KFC and 4 packets of fried rice for dinner.
For Zf, Dan, Zy, Bubble and Cx. My LA cum Tao Hua Yuan peeps.

But guess what,
THEY GO HOME LE!

Because,
The dumb dumb me didn't know me mama buying dinner for them.

I am so gonna get screwed by her when she gets back.

She say i have to finish everything.
EVERYTHING.

I AM GONNA BECOME A PIG.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

OH NO THEY'RE BACK D:

True love so strong

2008-08-07T22:08:00.006+08:00

That even platinum can't withstand it.

LOL @ you Jk. :D

Hahahah we were having our silent discussion about _____ ( hehehe 8D ) on the train. Well well, been trying to encourage loads of people around me, but what about myself hmm..?

Everybody gets tired, yeah?

♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
SAY MAGGY MEE
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
:D

lzf says:
finbe
lzf says:
fine*
lzf says:
all floving maggy mees

-

lzf says:
haha
lzf says:
ok..
lzf says:
hm
lzf says:
u sound like my mum

♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
OH GOSH
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
NOOOOOOO
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
why am i like some old lady
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
T_____T
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ Bee, Your Superman! :] says:
*FAINTS*

lzf says:
cpr cpr

LOLLLLL. Today's many encounters and some from before prove to me that i am a 80 year old ahma living in a 15 year old teenager's body.

1. Bio practical: My heartbeat rate is like, super duper slow?! Even after going kinda hysterical.

2. Choir cip: One of the little ( as in shao lol ) 'old foggies', according to Miss Lin, that takes hot beverages.

3. Preaching to Zf, evidence above.

4. Preaching cum scolding Reubie, somebody from behind say i sound like his mother.

Okay okay, i'm old. ._.

Hey there, Love. :D

Guess who! O:

2 members of the Botak Clan. ._.

Botak heads ( No. 4 lolol ) are actually quite nice to touch !

Btw do you know that botak hairstyles got number one?? 8O

Experience how it feels like being a doctor. :D

I feel like adding songs to playlist again !
下雨天 by Lara from 南拳妈妈 and 我爱的人, 林宥嘉's rendition. :D Yes, it's much better than Chenchen's version. Hahaha both songs made me cry.. T___T

下雨天
下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

*chorus
怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出那些
差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚
一個人好累

我爱的人
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了他觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

*chorus
我爱的人　不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸　都属于另一个人
他真幸福　幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨　他的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人　她已有了爱人
从她们的眼神　说明了我不可能
每当听见　她或他说我们
就像听见爱情　永恒的嘲笑声

每当听见　她或他说我们
就像听见爱情　永恒的嘲笑声

I'm posting the lyrics cause i think they are really very nice. :)

Will add to playlist if i can find them, or upload them.

/The little things that make life great.

It's a two-way thing

2008-08-06T20:38:00.006+08:00

I think soon the botak clan will influence the whole level the guys to become monks. ._.

Peer pressure, spreading like STDs. Okay, now it's changed to 'STI' o_o Just like how 'Sulphate' is changed to 'Sulfate' ! The soppies were bewildered by the fact that Sy appeared initially with hair, then left, then came back again, without hair. o_o Seriously now with their standard haircuts you can hardly tell who is who from afar. Esp for people like me who is 4 eyed. Lololol.

You can check the before and after photos at Cx's, the imba Maggy Mee. Hahaha okay i shall be a kind soul and do some advertising, bubblezf.blogspot.com also has the botak clan photo. ( You can see Chooon's se peh peh look ! ) Hahaha guess whose new site is that. :D

( But i don't think it will last for long ._. )

Daemon is T_____T.
Goooodness gracious.

I miss my hotpink polka dot bikini! ):
Must ask Jm bring me go buy, cause some heartless person abandoned it. BAAAAA. Don't get horny by the word bikini. Oooh it rhymes! Hahaha just like Tong's pm. Ah i haven't tell you my grandmother story !! :D

Righttos, btw Nuffnang has this Meme competition, prize is a private movie screening of Disney's new movie: Wall-E. Winner gets to invite 50 friends to this one and only screening !! But it's a really long chain thing you have to do on blogs and deadline is like 11 Aug O:

But private screenings are like :D !!!

"The craziest thing I have done for love is ___________________."

Fill in the blanks. :D
( Don't tell me they are still blank -.- )

I actually would want to know what you'll fill in, if you see this haha.

And omgoodness Jill !! She went to watch They Kiss Again because i told her there were alot of kissing. 8D HAHAHA LOL LAH. You guys should go watch too!! Not because of the kissing lah, but it's a really really great show. Add it to your list of things to do after eoys! :)

I can't believe somebody is so alike Zhishu. ;D

Yifan Yifan Yifan,
I am stalking you. :D Hehehe *se peh peh look* Your level camp tee and my Get Fresh is MINE. Mine mine all mine. :D

Well, i'll be off to try and comprehend Physics, for like the 3rd time this week.
Any good Physics, Chem and/or Bio tuition to recommend??
I'm desperate, yes, i suck at the Sciences. :x

/edit.
CAN SUMBUDDY HELP ME WITH PHYSICS YELLOW BOOOOK? :'(

/Nothing to you, at all. ? ):

I'm gonna tell you that i love you

2008-08-04T19:56:00.008+08:00

( In the best way that i can )

Maze exhibition outside National Library.
Singapore's B'day is coming really soon.. :D

Must be Brendan. Hahah. :D

Oh my darling.. 8)

I was trying so hard to instill good moral values into my dear twin.
Say: "F-love". :D

Great job for speech Sl!
Hahaha Hsu Lao Shi is so cute lah, ask Kl to help him hold mic XD

And, Hsu Lao Shi took a photo of our group when we were doing our tao hua yuan poster,
Printed it out and stuck it for us on our poster !!!
Kawaii right! Hahaha

The best thing is,
Zf's face was the only one that could be seen clearly. 8D

Don't give me that look lah lol.

Tong nian, tong yue, tong ri sheng!!

HI PWINCESS. :D
Spot Tongwei in the background !

Choir CIP @ TTSH
O: !

HAHAHA. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILLLLLLY!
We shall go on a date when choir's away @ Vienna alrightt hahaha. :D

I wanna go back there to sing again, just like how i wanna go back for Care to Dance. :)
Today, i found the reason why i love singing, again. After so so long..

Omg no now i don't think i want face to face. Shitzx. :x

Come what come may

2008-08-04T01:16:00.001+08:00

Good morning Baltimore..!

Whooooots I'm posting through Microsoft Word 2007 ! Trial for 60 days aka 2 months haha. :D Kewl. Anyway, my parents are far away in dreamland while my sis is lying on my bed behind me now playing The Sims game on my phone. Yes, she's addicted to it too. It's quite dumb but somehow you'll get hooked onto it ! Hahaha just offed my comp to realize that I haven't printed attendance list ._. So shun bian print some Macbirdy stuff. Baaaaa I want to sleep lah. But how to??

I spied a mozzie just now ! But failed to kill it D: I need to vanquish it!

Okay I'm being dumb haha, as usual. Don't mind me, anyway, you can choose not to read all these crap. (: It's for me. :D

I should close this thing. Baaaaaa. ._.

AHHHHH I JUST SAW IT AGAIN!!!

It's haunting me

2008-08-03T23:06:00.006+08:00

I'm going to a place tmr, which brings back memories from two years ago.

Year One end of year.

Maybe some of you would still remember.. Everytime the thought of it rushes through my mind, my heart would skip a beat. Reading my archives, i go, "Silly girl." But i can still remember how it felt, that invisible dagger through my heart, those salty tears that could fill a river. Maybe i was paranoid, maybe i was emotional (._.), but tell me, what is a little girl to do when her best friend's ill, when her everyday playmate is not by her side, when her mental support falters and she could do nothing but watch him suffer.

Tmr, i hope i don't get engulfed.

How long will i be waiting

2008-08-03T15:28:00.003+08:00

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I need you.

Tell me that loving you is alright,
And that maybe one day,
One fine day,

You will love me too.

私は愛する.

你是全世界

2008-08-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

Spent the whole day staring at books. Tons and tons of them. Now my eyes are damn tired lah. T_T

Do you know that the Macbird play is cursed?! A whole series of unfortunate events that took place various times before the play was staged, in many different countries. The Unmentionable. The curse of the 'M' word. D: Super freaky man. Happened to remind me of sth else too hehzx.

Anyway,

Guess who's the boy !
Bubbonium is retardedly adorable. :D

And i bet you haven't seen this:

Special feeling heh. :)

Random level camp photo:
Sy sitting on Chooon. ._.

And please luh whoever follows your advice can just go bag wall lah !

Hahaha but,
You must continue to help me. >:D

Overwhelmed by a rush of uncertainties ytd, stared my eyes out under the hot hot sun. But, i don't regret it. Yeah baby, not at all. :) And i know one thing for sure,

You are not him.

But you're the only one that i want.

Looking in all the wrong places

2008-08-01T22:32:00.007+08:00

Got owned, by math. Wheeeeeeee. It's so easy! -.-

Let's not talk about such ironically depressing stuff.
I like our Tao Hua Yuan You poster. :D Though it reminds me of how dumb i am. ._.

Daniel and Brendan playing with Kuanliang's hair.
Wax. O:

Nice parting ey?
Heh too bad i do not have a photo of Chooon's makeover. HAHAHA 8)

I forgot when this is.
The guys are crazy over the burst function,
I have so many of Zf's faces now o_o

Boooo you. :)

Went back with Year 3 Choir peepos today. :)
(after so long..! :x)

<3

To commemorate the last day of wearing my Converse canvas shoes. ):
Taken by Zhiying during pe on Wed heh.
I'm addicted to rainbow gradient in photoshop. :D

Spread the word, spread the love.

It makes me sad to see you upset and not being able to do anything to help you, when you don't say anything. I wish i could share your sorrows with you.. ):

I want white canvas shoe lahzx. !

May not post that often le, life is getting more and more mundane. But i'll still try and entertain you guys with (candid! :D) photos alrighto!

Anyoheegahsayo! :D

/A D'Day..? :/

Coincidences

2008-07-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

Happy A'Day. :) (in about half an hour)
you don't know how much i love you,

Tomorrow maybe haha.
Hsu Lao Shi rocks my socks. :D

You know i will be there for you in the end. :)

I'll be my own star then

2008-07-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

Tell me how you're supposed to do work when your eye's like that:

-_O

My left eye is killing me. Eyepatch just makes my right eye more tired. My vision is blurry now. And eeeew the eyedrop went down my throat again. Eew eew yuck yuck. Argh.

Okay i think i'm getting a sty. o__o

This sucks. Big time. And there are no stars tonight for me to wish upon. ):

/Come take the pain away.. ):

LAYDEE

LOML.

A for Boy, B for Apple, H for heartbroken.

The future is ours to find.

抱紧我吻我 爱, 别走

回来, 那就好了.

La Tua Cantante.

Random

Goodmorning.

如果 有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假.

Greatest time of the year.

City of Wonder

Cape No. 7

ATTENTION!

Addiction.

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

Run baby run.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Gobikimomoko. :D

Hmm.

32 + 8 Magical Letters

离开不是谁给了谁的选择

命中注定我爱你. :D

x_X

Irreplaceable.

Mirotic.

Twilight Tuesday.

Beautiful Solitude.

Wonderful!

happy!

Escape to Kuala Lumpar. ._.

Most Best. :D

I'll tell the whole world if i could,

Wuthering Heights.

Exactly my brand of Ecstacy.

Twenty five, I believe in forever.

Twenty four, I'm yours as much as you're mine.

Nineteen, Bo Go Ship Da x525600.

Nineteen, Bo Go Ship Da.

eighteen, the wizard of oz.

Seventeen, Sorry.

sixteen, what am i supposed to do?

fifteeeeeeeeeeeeeen, :D

Fourteen, 我的手 握住的只是風

Thirteen, Womanizer - B. Spears

Thirteen, New Moon

Ten, Heart throbs. And then it stops.

Nine, Baby come back to me.

Eight, Justinn Sexy Timberlake

Eight, I'm just not good enough.

Seven, Follow your heart.

Five, When you left I lost a part of me.

Four, I'm trying to keep it together but i'm falling apart

Three, 幸福本来就不属于恶魔.

One, I felt that i could do anything.

Useless.

I forgot how to smile.

I'll never let another teardrop fall

Leaving isn't quite the same as running away

'No Gen(s) Allowed'

And i just want you to know,

Abbracio

Alvaro Messenger for Mac :D

You're impossible to find

I'm a sexy pig. 8)

You're MINE. 8)

Stay away from Edward,

Just remember darling all the while

Be proud of your lil girl, she didn't cry.

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

No Air

Macho Russian Voice. :D

Hallelujah

Why isn't the moon round? ):

It will all get better in time

I miss you more than words can say

PICTURES!

All we need, a lover's alibi

Teehee

Dancing in the rain

抱紧我吻我爱, 别走

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假.

Fourteen, 我的手握住的只是風